Ever since we got diagnosed as “infertile” I have wanted to start a blog. I have found so much comfort and hope in reading others who were so open and candid about their struggles and I wanted a way to connect with them, while hopefully helping others find the same things in my words and trials. There were a couple of problems though. 1) I am NOT a writer 2) I am not that tech savvy when it comes to webpages and such 3) Who would want to read my story? 4) Do I really want to be so candid about something so personal? 5) I was sure I was going to be one of the “lucky ones” who did one IUI, became pregnant and lived happily ever after…. Silly me.
Two failed IUI’s later and I still have all of those problems, but I am ready to push my fear aside and release all of my sadness, anger, frustration and heartache through this blog, my blog. I am not doing this for anyone else, I have to do it for myself. So what if no one ever reads it? If it makes me feel better, then why not. So here goes nothing. I hope through this I can connect with others who share the same fears and struggles as I do, as well as anyone else who might stumble upon the blog. I hope that one day I can look back on this and remember how far I have come.
So buckle up and enjoy this crazy ride with me.
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